You Through the Portal, by Viviane Vives
Posted on October 22, 2019
You through the portal
You, sleepy
You have forgotten
You with the drugs
You with the motorbikes
You with the rough chicks
You almost throw up
You stretch over the leather
You close your eyes
Your throw your face at me
Your eyes closed
Your mind gone so I can I drink from you.
. My desire looks back at me on the mirror, la Rosa. I am one of them,
don’t you know? You Erased the Most Important Thing. My crown lights up,
it all starts, I take whatever I want into my chest, the universe, my enemies,
grab it with both hands, bring it, give it, my open rose, I part the curtain,
–“Drops of everything slide down your body.”
I go on grabbing handfuls of wind; I become it,
later, tree. I can get you in, if I want. Yes, that too.
Those who betray me have not been blessed.
Damned, cursed, possessed by the black-red wind,
they keep asking for this blessing I carry with me.
Pure love of my parents, sheer beauty of my grandparents,
repositories of grace who save people, appease them.
Flying over the abyss,
I dress in white skins,
I rip my heart, I point to it,
I become cool breeze, in;
for you, and for them,
out,
. pour
. blessings.
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